I'm having a hard time forgiving myself my guilt of not being there for you more often . I'm so sorry Ben for rushing off the phone with you God how I wish I would of known that was the last time I ever got to talk to you I would have never have let you go

I'm having a hard time forgiving myself my guilt of not being there for you more often . I'm so sorry Ben for rushing off the phone with you God how I wish I would of known that was the last time I ever got to talk to you I would have never have let you go