I am 28 years old and have experienced a lot of tragedies in my short lifetime. I pray everyday that I complete my life's meaning. What is my purpose I have not one clue but before I leave this earth I would like 2 figure it out. I would like 2 thank god for every day I wake up (amen)

I am 28 years old and have experienced a lot of tragedies in my short lifetime. I pray everyday that I complete my life's meaning. What is my purpose I have not one clue but before I leave this earth I would like 2 figure it out. I would like 2 thank god for every day I wake up (amen)